What's the matter??!!!

what's the matter, why don't you answer what's the matter with me? it is so hard to be free and easy, we'll disappear completely hardly as i've known it's glad youre heart is broken, and the doors are open as you're hoping to be there's brighter places to see hands need warning, early in the morning hardly as i've known a surprise no, don't warn me i know it's wrong, but i swear it won't take long and i know, you know, it makes me sigh; i do believe in love another season, but the same old feelings another reason could be i'm tired of aching, summer's what you make it but i'll believe what i want to believe!!!!!!!

Uf, estic a la biblioteca, intentant estudiar english, english, english...i busco la música, música, english, música, yo la tengo. I can hear the heart beating as one. Nice title, nice structure to remember. I'll write it somewhere in my exam tomorrow. It's got to be a play, if not I'll die of boredom. And suddenly....

WHAT'S THE MATTER, WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER, WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH ME? IT'S SO HARD TO BE FREE AND EASY!!!!!!!

aaaaaaah, estic envoltada de iaios llegint la Eurocopa, de nens sorollosos retallant cartolines, un bibliotecari que somnia amb mi però no s'atreveix*, només em diu frases enginyoses de quinceañero nerd.....i de cop i volta la cançó. He hagut de frenar les cames, frenar la gola i frenar el riure eufòric per no posar-me, en plan "High fidelity," a cantar Stockholm syndrome davant seu, davant dels iaios, davant dels nens cartolinos, davant de tot i tothom. Fucking looser. No ho he fet, un somriure reprimit ha canalitzat el show. I he hagut d'escriure tot això en menys de dos minuts per poder serenar-me.

Aaaarj.

*proyección (psicologia): La proyección es un mecanismo de defensa que opera en situaciones de conflicto emocional o amenaza de origen interno o externo, atribuyendo a otras personas u objetos los sentimientos, impulsos o pensamientos propios que resultan inaceptables para el sujeto.